I am a Christian! Preconceived notions build in the minds of a lot of people just from this one statement. I will explain what that means for my life and why it’s important. Some people will tilt to the thoughts of she is one of those that thinks she’s better than the rest of us. Rest assured this is not true. In fact, I probably think less of myself. Some will think I am unapproachable because they feel as if they don’t know what type of conversations to have with me. I’m human so the usual will be just fine. Some won’t like me. I’m okay with that because God has taught me to love and pray for them anyway. Others may think I am going to judge them. Only those who are perfect are capable of judging. Perfection is the Lord so we let’s check that off as well. Living within our human nature, there are people who think it’s all a front because clearly there is no way to believe in something that you cannot see. Take a deep breath! Did you see the air before you took it into your lungs? No, but you knew it was there right?
I know that God exists ultimately because he has shown me time and time again that He is with me and will never leave me. He will always love me despite my many faults. I am far from perfect. Time and time again I made mistakes in my life and he still loves me. I have let Him down probably more than I have made him proud and still he knows where my heart is.
Honestly, at this point, I am scared to death because God has placed this journey on my heart and I have been fighting it for quite some time. I doubt my abilities to do anything that will be good enough. I trust that He would not task me with something that I cannot do. I don’t know exactly where this is going to take me but I guess we will find out together.